anyway.. things around here have been sooo damn boring. We are still waiting to find out when my dear darling husband will be getting out of the army. We are at the next to last stage of the med board.. should be about a week or so before we know anything.
I am having really bad mixed feelings about him getting out. Since I was 19yrs old and thrown to the wolves, so to speak, all I have ever known is the military way of life.. I dont remember the 'normal' way of life.. I mean, how do you define normal anyway?? If you define 'normal' as spending approximately 4 years out of 8years apart from your husband normal, then i guess i already have a normal life... If you say that WANTING at least a week away from your spouse every couple few months is normal, then again, i am living a normal life.. if you say that moving every few years is normal, then WOOHOO i am normal.. if you say that having to raise your children by yourself while worrying about the safety of your husband is normal, then damn, i am tired of being normal..
in a few more months i will find out just how boring normal can be.. i am talking about the real normal, where i will have to train myself to speak again, so that civilians can understand me (oops, see i said civilians, i should have said normal people) I will have to get used to noone calling my house at 3am and asking for sgt *******, i will have to get used to having a full time husband.. (imagine that... wonder if we can survive that.... lol 24/7 together minus work time?? we might be fist ta cuffs after a while)
anwyay.. just some ponderings.. i cant seem to focus much today :( must be the rain..